About

You may call me Sister Hope. This is the story of my healing from the betrayal of discovering my husband had been viewing pornography. It is not always a pretty story. Real life is messy. I think it is important to invite God into every part of the mess. I am inviting you into the mess as well, in hopes that I can give some hope to someone who is also struggling along in the dark. These posts are drawn from my journaling during dark days as well as the days when I saw glimpses of light. This journey felt like a long dark tunnel that would never end. It was also very much an emotional roller-coaster. But suddenly and unexpectedly, my husband and I found ourselves back out into the light. From the day I found out my husband had betrayed my trust to the time when I really began to feel normal again was about a year. I know this timeline will be different for everyone, but please know that it is normal for this to be like a grieving process – one step forward and two steps back. You are grieving the death of your trust. I promise you it can be rebuilt, but that takes time as well as effort on both parts.

I felt so terribly alone as I walked this path, because this is not something commonly discussed in Holiness circles. I knew of no other woman trying to navigate this kind of situation in their marriage. But it is because of my loneliness that God opened my eyes to the need for a ministry in this area.

May God use me to help you not feel quite so alone.

Contact me directly at let.hope.soar@gmail.com